just PULL the TRIGGER!! [aura]

[[ h i s t e r i a ♥ ]]

Take a breath, take it deep
Calm yourself, he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three

Aurajinx

Im sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest

x.
x.female
x.17 moons
x.FireClan
x.Warrioress

And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Say a prayer to yourself

her body x.She was gifted with beautiful parents. Her paws with be a small silver-tan color. Her legs will be of normal length and have the color of silver-white with some hints of tan. Her legs will also have jet black stripes that will be scattered in random places on her legs. Her tail will be of normal length and will be almost all black except for small spots, the size of slivers, that are silver. Her body will look very fragile and thin but also very healthy. Her pelt will be a silver-white color mixed with a light tan and silver it's self. There will be jet black stripes scattered in random places all over her pelt, only going to where her belly will start. Her head will be in two ovals, one oval for her actual head and one for her muzzle.

her face x.The fur on her head will be a silver-white mixed with a light tan and silver. Her nose will be a rosy pink with a black outline. She will have dark black stripes on her beautiful silver head, they will be barely visible on her cheeks. Her ears will be a beautiful dark silver formed into perfectly shaped triangles on her oval shaped head. She will have long white and dark silver whiskers and she will have sharp ivory teeth and claws to defend her fragile body. Her beautiful eyes will be perfectly shaped almonds that are filled with pools of color. The outside of her eyes will be black, it will look like eye-liner. The pools of her eyes will be a sincere looking amber-orange eyes. A thin hint of sapphire blue will be on the rim of her pupil.

He says close your eyes
Sometimes it helps
And then I get a scary thought
That hes here means hes never lost

her doubts and dreams x.As young as she is she is very wise. She will be a very kind and caring cat, her main priority will be that everyone stays safe and comes home alive and well. She will be very wise for a young warrior and will be loving. She will be sensitive and won't like to see others get hurt, killed, or die. She will have an awesome photo-graphic memory like her aunt. She will love the sun and the way it reflects of her pelt in a cascade of silver. She will be very protective over her siblings, very protective over her mute brother. She will hate snow and will be afraid to go out of the camp at night. She will be terrified of the dark once she hears the stories about the Shadow Wood. She will be like a motherly shadow to Jestervoice and will carry a mean grudge against those who are mean to her, her siblings and her clan. She will always gets down on herself when some says that someone was killed, sick, or has disappeared. She will believe that she is a curse to her clan and that everyone's problems are because of her. Her voice will be soft and musical but she will think that it's the curses fault that she is so kind to others. She will usually know what Jestervoice wants to say and she will think that is a gift that StarClan gave her for giving her a curse. She will have many doubts about StarClan through her life.

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving
Know that I must must pass this test

her parents x.Before her birth her mother was a FireClan apprentice with the name of Mythpaw, she turned into a warrior soon after she recovered from her wounds. Her father was a newly named FireClan warrior with the name of Northfrost. Both parents were very shy before they confessed that they loved each other. Mythpaw had a crush on Northfrost ever since he was made an apprentice. Northfrost had a crush on Mythpaw ever since he laid eyes on her. The pair were alone in the camp clearing, wondering what was happening at the battle. Northfrost joked around with Mythpaw giving her hints about his crush. Mythpaw had played along and she badly wanted to tell him also. They both didn't know if the other liked them the way the they liked the other. Finally Northfrost dropped his jokes and confessed that he loved Mythpaw. To his relief she loved him also. A moon after her recovery and getting her warrior name Mythwhisper found out she was pregnant.

her kithood x.Nine moons after that Gracewhisper gave birth to four beautiful kits. She had named them in order: Glorykit, Cherrykit, Aurakit, and Jesterkit. But a dreadful thing happened a week after the birth, their father had been taken away by rogues, all four kits hadn't even opened their eyes. Poor little Aurakit thought it was her fault of her fathers disappearance and the cause of her mother and aunts pain, she sat alone in the nursery while her brothers and sisters played. Her identical pelt made it even worse, a reminder of StarClan's power. But her misery soon ended when a ceremony for her cousins had been taken, right after the ceremony her father showed up and acted like nothing bad had happened.

her apprenticeship x.She was happy because a moon after that she was given her apprentice name and mentor, and new feelings. Though she knew he was older then her and the new leaders son Aurapaw started to have feelings for the tall Trueheart. He had helped her with a hunting crouch she hadn't gotten right and he talked to her even though he should know the horrible things she 'does' to others. She is glad to have him as her friend though.

her warriorhood x.The time came when Aurapaw became Aurajinx, she found that her feelings for Trueheart would never leave. She reliezed that she was in love with him. She didn't know where life would take her now but with everything that had happened to her, her belief in StarClan is wavering.

So just pull the trigger
As my life flashes before my eyes
Im wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many wont get the chance to say goodbye

father x.Northfrost
mother x.Mythwhisper
brother x.Jestervoice
brother x.Glorystorm
sister x.Cherrykit
aunt x.Southrain
mentor x.Hawkfeather
lover x.Trueheart

But its too late too pick up the value of my life
And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
And Im terrified but Im not leaving

Know that I must must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

song - Russian Roulette
artist - Rihanna

[*galena*]

Accpted!